“Everyone But Me Is A Complete Idiot”

That title seems to represent the “default setting” of most people, myself included. So, I’ve made it a goal to respect all people with the same respect I want. Once you humanize people, it is hard to treat them like garbage.

Pushin’ Weight

CF Football Total
Power Clean 1 Rep
Squat 1 Rep
Bench 1 Rep
Deadlift 1 Rep

*Perform a single max effort for the lifts listed above.
*After warm-ups, 3 attempts are allowed.
*Total must be done in the specified order.
*Combine all 4 lifts to create CF Football Total

Results
Power Clean: 135
Squat: 245
Bench: 165
Deadlift: 295
Total: 840

Notes: The clean only got 2 attempts, as the 135 on the second was U-G-L-Y, and I didn’t think I could get more weight without hurting myself. As for the other 3 lifts, I think I could’ve bumped those numbers up 10-20 pounds easily if I had more than 3 attempts. I know to start heavier next time.

TOSH SAT
Run: 3x( 200m + 400m+ 600m)

Rest the exact time it takes you to do each interval in each set. EX. 200m run in 35 sec. rest 35 sec then 400m run, rest 400m time, run 600m, rest 600m time, run 200m, etc

Result
I haven’t run in a really long time, so my right heel & Achilles Tendon weren’t diggin’ this. As a result, I opted to walk a mile (I also left out the door late, limiting my time).

Morning weigh in: 290 lbs.

Stuff eaten: I’m logging this, but still not sure I want to post it here. So, maybe down the road, but not now.

A Little Introspection: Not Diggin’ What I See…

Long story very short, I’m looking at something in the near future that may well change my life drastically.

Now, there’s a lot going through a person’s head going into these types of situations. For me, I found myself reassessing who I am, my behavior leading up to this, and what I’ve accomplished in life. I didn’t like any of the answers.

To start, being a religious person, I was (and still am) praying constantly. The problem? I found that I was praying only for my well being. Do I really care that little about other people? I like to think I’m a caring, giving person, but it seems I can only do that when things are good for me. At the end of the day, it turns out I’m a self-absorbed narcissist.

I’ve also come to the realization that I’m truly friendless. Since I’m not looking for any reassurance in this area, I’ll explain further. Most of my social interactions come at work. Being the type of person that uses alone time to recharge, I don’t generally do much of anything with my off time. The result is that I have a bunch of acquaintances, but no real friends. So, nobody really dislikes me, but they also don’t exactly miss me when I’m not around. At 35 years old, this is going to be a difficult problem to fix; I’m very set in my ways!

Anyway, I’m not looking for pity here (though advice would be appreciated!), as these issues are my own fault. Mostly, I’m just thinking out loud about some stuff I need to address. If I can serve as a cautionary tale for someone else, that’s just bonus points!

FreeMiddleEast.com: The Obsession with Israel

I'm Not Talking About Religion

I recently discovered the site Stuff Christians Like. While there’s a lot of funny stuff there, one entry really hit me hard:

#113. Booty, God, Booty.

In Atlanta, my favorite radio station is V103, the “People’s Station.”

It’s a hip hop station that plays mostly rap and R&B. The best part of V103 is their morning show. Everyday when I’m driving to work they do what they call an “Inspirational Vitamin.” They read a Bible verse and play a gospel song or a clip by a charismatic minister from Atlanta. I honestly find it to be an uplifting experience overall. The thing I find most interesting however is how they wedge the Inspirational Vitamin into their normal programming. What often happens is that right before they transition to the spiritual segment of the show they play some sort of booty song. Let’s say, “I’m in love wit a stripper.” Then they do the Bible verse and then they go back to booty music when it’s over. The essentially bookend the Inspirational Vitamin with booty, following a fairly simple formula – Booty, God, Booty.
It’s easy to laugh at how insincere that Inspirational Vitamin seems when it’s sandwiched between hardcore rap songs, but to do so misses the bigger point – we Christians often live our lives the same way. Maybe God is listening to the broadcast of my day and this is what he hears:
  1. Quiet time in the morning. Read the Bible, prayer, give thanks.
  2. Go into work and act completely different and disconnected from God.Come home.
  3. Spend time with wife. Read the Bible, pray.
Chances are, that to many outside listeners, the format of my life is just as out of synch as the people station’s “booty, God, booty.” It might not be as graphic or as neon, but the juxtaposition between who I am when I’m in “God mode” and who I am when I’m in work mode is pretty substantial.
I know you’ve probably heard this a million times before from other Christian writers, but next time you transition between two parts of your day, think to yourself, “Did I just go booty, God, booty?”
If nothing else, it’s a fun phrase to say.

I recently went to see the documentary Expelled: No Intelligence Allowed, and there’s an atheist who, paraphrased, says that ideally we need to make religion a very minor part of life. At first, I found myself laughing, as this guy obviously doesn’t get how religion works. However, if western Christians are honest with ourselves, it’s obvious how he can think this; it’s how we live our lives!

Following the Almighty of Israel is about obedience (which is the highest form of worship. Disagree? Prove me wrong!), not about an afterlife destination. There is absolutely nothing saying we are to blend into society, clinging to salvation as the sole thing that makes us “set apart.” However, that’s what we do. To quote The Altar Boys:

I’m not talking about religion
I’m not talking about just a belief
I’m not talking about going to church
That’s not Christianity
I’m not talking about science
I’m not talking about politics
I’m not talking about shaving your head
I’m talking about God and
That’s relationship ah yea!

This is the Gospel message — true devotion to God!

Set Apart?

So, I found something in an old FFOZ eDrash that does a nice job of summarizing my feelings about modern sexuality and followers of Messiah.

source: http://ffoz.org/resources/edrash/acharei_mot/a_people_set_apart.php (registration required, but it’s free if you’re really that interested.)

In the First Century, sexual immorality was intrinsically connected to the popular worship systems. Devotees to the gods followed their sexual exploits and imitated their base behavior in temple rituals which incorporated sanctified prostitution. Roman culture, for all its austere talk of moderation, was one of perversity, indulgence and depredation. In the midst of the sexually charged atmosphere of the First Century, the believers stood out as a people quite set apart.

Unfortunately, believers within our modern Egypt and Canaan have adopted the dress and behavior of the sexually depraved culture around us. This has created an unbearable contradiction. We dress our women like Canaanite women and tell our men not lust. We send our children on dates, little practice-run love affairs, and tell them to remain pure. We tell our singles that it is all right to kiss and touch here but not there, and the arbitrary lines keep moving. It’s not kosher. We attend sensual movies and tell ourselves to close our eyes in the naughty bits, but we are peeking. We enjoy an endless supply of drama and comedy premised upon sexual deviancy. We shake our heads at the immoral culture around us, but we are voyeurs feeding off of it. It is self-defeating and psychologically harmful to simultaneously feed the wayward desire of the flesh and fight against it. We have lost the fight before we have begun.

God’s solution is a total break from this culture. We are to be completely different. We should look different, act different and be different. That is the meaning of holiness.

Lest anyone think I’m judging, I’ll admit that I’m just as guilty as anyone else. So, why is it that we take the easy way out and avoid being set apart? I need some time to think on this, so expect another entry on this subject later this week. Until then, feel free to comment!

BigChurch.com – Bringing People Together in Porn & Faith

From the “always do your research” file…

I recently had a friend tell me she’d met a guy via BigChurch.com. Now, my problem isn’t with her meeting someone, as I truly wish her all the best, my problem is with the site itself.

From all outward appearances, BigChurch looks to be your typical Christian dating site. There’s a Bible search tool on the first page, a goal of “meet people who share the same spiritual beliefs as you,” and even a testimony from someone with the user name of Slik101:

“I met Shawn on BigChurch.com and knew Jesus was in our relationship. Shawn is such an amazing blessing in my life. Thanks BigChurch!!”

However, I’m pretty sure the average Christian wouldn’t even type the url into their browser if they knew anything about the company that owns it.
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Jesus Loves Porn Stars?

ABC World News: “Jesus Love Porn Stars Bibles” at Erotica LA (Video)

Thoughts, anyone?

I’ve generally stood behind the message of xxxchurch, but I have to wonder if they’re starting to let sensationalism water down the Gospel. My thoughts, in no particular order:

1) I agree that, for the most part, these Bibles are going to end up as novelties more often than they do as functional Bibles.

2) Does Jesus love porn stars? Absolutely. Would he go to a porn show to find them? Probably not. Just because he ate with tax collectors doesn’t mean he’d hang out with a (pagan) temple prostitute while they were on the clock.

3) Maybe this is just personal bias, but the first Bible a person owns shouldn’t be a paraphrase. I’m sure you could get a nice NASB or NIV for the same price as The Message.

4) If I can let my Jewish Roots flag fly for a moment…

Giving someone a Bible that has no “Old Testament” is similar to giving them a house with no ground floor. The OT is the only scripture Jesus had, why would we discard it?

As stated before, I do believe in the xxxchurch message, but I have to wonder if stuff like this

dsci0004 Jesus Loves Porn Stars?

is actually spreading the Gospel, or just acting as a circus sideshow.